the concert was a success i guess. heard it was full house, yet when we came out after the interval, i saw quite a few empty seats. after the clapping died down after band's performance, it was really quiet and we were standing up to get offstage, then suddenly there was a "go ms sia!" followed by a "go nat!" -stares at ton. lol.

i was genuinely really happy that day :) took alot of photos, gave and received flowers and hugs, and lohwengyew was too tall to hug properly la. tsk.

only until when talking to lain, then weird things started.. lol. her friend approached and said,

johannes: Hi! Are you attached?

me: Uhh. No.

johannes: Neither am I!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
then it got more freaky when we went outside the hall to wait, and even after uncle arrived, in the safety of aiwei's dad's car. haha.

received a message last night that stirred up my feelings quite a bit. i reacted almost immediately and on impulse, it could have been the cause of two reasons, im still wondering which. guess i should thank that person for doing what he did, cos i really believed that i was okay and ready, and thought i was ready. i guess, i wanted to believe but it wasn't so, so now im still not ready yet. damnit.

anyway, Milkrun tmrw :D and grpone outing on monday! bye all.